Sunday, November 25

well this working girl clocked out at 59 hours tonight. yeah, it has been a long week, and not nearly worth it. but luckily i have tonight and tomorrow for recovery before jumping back into another week on tuesday. school will be out soon and i am very relieved. and not only that, but only one more month til my 21st birthday.. hell yeah!

hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. i had my thanksgiving a couple weeks ago bc my brother was in town for the black and gold game, so i got to enjoy the day off and do laundry and stay in my pj's all day long. it was splendiferous.

you know, i feel so unsure about what i am doing next semester, let me just lay it out. for me, going to college was never really questioned, it was always just the next step. i have yet to find a passion i wish to pursue a career in and thought by now (2.5 yrs in) i would have figured something out. i've JUST figured out that PR is definitely not for me, which has pushed me towards graphic design. instead of spending another 2-3 yrs and thousands of dollars, i've decided to get certified through USM in an online program for graphic design. it is only a 6 month program, it will give me a small break from school without completely withdrawing. i will have more time to make money since it is becoming so hard for me, and it can help me decide what to do with my life instead of wasting my time and money in school. maybe i am just trying to justify it for myself, but college isn't for everyone. at the same time, i'd feel like a failure.

ugh i need a cig.

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